exam week.

it’s exam week and i’m really nervous.. omiigosh!! and i’m having problems on my studies.. arggg! i hate it! especially Mathematics it’s frustrating me. and i really want to cry the hell out of me! it’s a good thing i have this blog in order for me to express my feelings. haaah! i just want God to guide me in my studies.. i’m hoping for it. =)

finally..

FINALLY i got braces.. well that’s good for me. and I’m so happy about it.  At least I won’t be shy anymore in smiling, haha that’s so ridiculous. But its still fine.

And Oh boy! it really hurts in the first few days and probably weeks. But I still I take all the pain, besides its for my own good. I can’t even eat properly, that’s really bad. I only eat champorado for breakfast, lunch, and also dinner. For snack I only eat banana cake because its soft, and also cupcakes and cheesecakes. Some says it’s like “diet” too but for me it isn’t.

Some likes my braces but some doesn’t. Well I don’t care as we seniors say “wala akong paki-alam!” it’s true. I have braces not because of them but for my own good. They don’t have business on chit-chattering me and minding me. Maybe they are just jealous, I don’t know!  and I don’t care! =)

But the only important thing is that I already have my braces..!^_^

one thing I could change in my life.

I have been staring at the window for the last couple of hours, o have been thinking about my past years. My life has been a lot of ups anddowns but I dealt with it. Once there was a chance given to me, the chance was once in a lifetime. I was asked if there could be one thing that I could change in my life. I thought about it for several days and nights. I let the chance past, that only means that I don’t have anything to be change in my life. I was right my decision was right. It turns out that the things that had happened inmy life were all okay, I dealt with it with all my might. I had ben happy living on my life and i know right from the start my decision was right. I don’t have anything to be changed in my life. And of course all the things that happened to me is in God’s wiil, it is all fate…..

the medicine…

until this age of mine I still can’t drink medicine especially the capsule and tablet. i don’t why i can’t take them, and that’s really stupid of me. it’s so unusual in my age… my father bought cherifer for me, you know to make me taller, and of course its form is in capsule. I really had a hard time taking the first capsule on my first day i even drop the capsule on the nestea that i was drinking I drank it but i didn’t finish it all. on my second capsule on my second day it put the capsule on the squash that was on my spoon and swallowed it. and well the second time of my life! i had take a capsule and it’s one of my achievements. Now i can see that i could take a capsule but i’m sure that it would take me a long time to get used of the capsule..

But well I had take the capsule for the second time of my life!!! :] I’m proud of it.

the lyrics of “marry your daughter” by Brian Mcknight

Sir, I’m a bit nervous
‘Bout being here today
Still not real sure what I’m going to say
So bare with me please
If I take up too much of your time,
See in this box is a ring for your oldest
She’s my everything and all that I know is
It would be such a relief if I knew that we were on the same side
Very soon I’m hoping that I…

Can marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me ’till the day that I die, yeah
I’m gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She’ll be the most beautiful bride that I’ve ever seen
Can’t wait to smile
When she walks down the isle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter

She’s been hearing for steps
Since the day that we met (I’m scared to death to think of what would happen if she ever left)
So don’t you ever worry about me ever treating her bad
I’ve got most of my vows done so far (So bring on the better or worse)
And tell death do us part
There’s no doubt in my mind
It’s time
I’m ready to start
I swear to you with all of my heart…

I’m gonna marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me ’till the day that I die, yeah
I’m gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She’ll be the most beautiful bride that I’ve ever seen
I can’t wait to smile
As she walks down the isle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter

The first time I saw her
I swear I knew that I say I do
I’m gonna marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me ’till the day that I die
I’m gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She’ll be the most beautiful bride that I’ve ever seen
I can’t wait to smile
As she walks down the isle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter

having common sense…

I rode a jeep together with my friends but they get off the jeep when they reach their destination which was near, and I was left alone. When I got off the jeep I walk towards th place where I wait for aother jeep in going home. I waited there for minutes when one of my classmates arrived and I really thank God that I have a companion for the mean time. While we were waiting and chit-chatting I saw my cousin and called her then she approached us and she stayed with us. We were really in vain of waiting so we decided to walk to another place so we can wait for jeeps where no one would battle with us in riding on a jeep.

Moments later we were really getting to far and we didn’t mind it ‘coz we were busy chit-chatting and laughing. There were lots of jeeps that passed by but all of it were full. We would say ” oh man! how can we go home when the jeeps are already full?!” Then we continued to walk and walk and walk. Then when I saw a jeep coming I called it and thanked God it was not full so we immediately rode in it. Our vain were like wind that had flew away easily.

Imagine walking from FATIMA VILLAGE to APITONG?? that was really absurd!! but anyway we got home safe and sound….

my reflection. . .

               I’m sitting here in front of the computer, thinking what should I write at my blog? I’m having dilemma. That’s then I started typing on the key board. I was typing words that would best described my feelings that time. I typed words until it became a sentence, I look at what I typed, then I realized I expressed my feelings typing at it will be post in my blog in a couple of minutes. The first time I expressed my feelings that I didn’t destroy a thing or get someone hurt. That’s a good thing of having this blog. A place where I can explicit my feelings.

As I sat there staring at the screen, I felt happy that everyone would know my feelings. That they’ll understand me in some moments. I felt relieved.

Moments later I feel anxious(nervous, scared) that if someone read my blog he/she might think that I was talking about him/her on one of my posts and he/she thinks it isn’t nice. I’m so scared that somebody will get angry at me.

Still then it’s kinda nice that I express my feelings here in my blog, I don’t have to waste my energy expressing my feelings with all my body (haha). Well its good that the blog was invented..!!

all clear…

“]

its all clear no anomalies:

poem of the day!!

i sat there in the corner, crying
that would i do rather than laughing.
you came near me,
and surprisingly you sat beside me.
you didn’t ask why,
then i continued to cry.
after then you looked at me and smiled,
my problems then fled.
that’s when i knew your my true friend
and not the fiend. Xd

the usual thing that happens..

Yesterday, Friday we had our CADT, and we had our meeting all of hte 3 sections. Then one of our CADT teacher ask one our classmate secretly to list down the noisy students, then of course we were thee so we helped our classmate to list down. The students were really noisy and they don’t even listen to the one preciding the meeting. Our teacher told us to be quite so many times but the others won’t listen. After the meeting the noisy students were called, they were asking me why were their names called, but I just shrugged my shouldes coz’ honestly I don’t know what to answer. Then moments later I learned that there would be a punishment for them. They were cursing the one who listed their names, I know I was one of the persons who listeed down the noisy ones, I just shut my mouth in order not to tell them that was me. But then I don’t really care if they hate, doens’t matter after all. I already said sorry to them, its their choice if they forgive me or not. Sti;; I stand on the right side… :]